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It's plain sadnessSadness,
a feeling of regret and remorse...
that envelops my body and soul with an enclosed cloak,
crushing the life and happiness out, and leaving my hate
within the abyss of he**
taking it within it's grasp and,
torturing....my corrupt soul;
spilling the blood from my body...
drinking the red liquid from a glass and...
enjoying the wretched sounds of my screams,
the emptyness of a shell,
I once was
I was aloneI was alone,
with my hands to my face...
catching the tears that poured from my eyes....
down my arms and onto my clothes below,
i had no one,
no one to help me,
to make me feel better, to give me hope,
but no one was there....
no one came...
no one stoppped...
they all left me...alone on those stairs,
to cry and watch my attempts of suicide go by in my head
and continue to manifest in my mind, the cruelities of the life that awaited me.
I continued to cry....
into the darkness that was in front of me,
my eyes, blocked themselves,
everything...but the sadness that engulfed my heart
and tore it...
out of my chest.
The broken feelings i felt,
could not go unscarred...
they would rest with me,
on that day, this already satisfied corpse,
would ravage her soul and let it loose,
to wander the earth and mourn,
for the eternity ahead.
I was scarred,
i was alone...
for that time, and the time before th
AloneI stand here idly
watching as the skies roll by
and the sun sets it's eyes above me
I step down a step
onto the stairs below me
and zone out into a destined world
i will see myself alone...
I come back too
and took another step,
onto the stair below me
and tripped onto my face against the valley of stairs below...
i looked up...
and realized, that there was no one there
to catch me when i fell down that path of unforgiving life and sin,
I was alone....
alone and afraid....
of the loneiness that would consume me,
if i did not forgive my heart
for the constant pounding in my chest
that keep me moving
I could not forgive....
i could not defeat...
i could not avoid....
the loneiness i felt,
in my heart,
as i picked myself up
and looked at my scarred hands
I lifted my head and my face to the sun
and attepmted to reach it's warmth...
but it only burned me and left me alone,
I looked down....
at what was black to me...
and i cried,
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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